Had such a good talk with the girls today, it’s so easy to talk to them about how I’m feeling right now. I’m at such a scary point in my current life and I’ve got no support - mentally - from anyone. It makes it incredibly hard to control my moods.
We spoke for a few hours about hardships and what we’ve had to go through. Having people around you that love and care for you that have been through almost exactly as what you’ve been through is so freeing, knowing they won’t judge and know exactly what to say.
We talked through things that were upsetting and things that were crude, open and honest. Like from day one, always open and honest, no lies, no drama, just talking. It felt incredible to have these people there who will do anything to make you happy, joke around about things you don’t usually tell other people, talk about things normal friends avoid, and with total open honesty.
I’ve needed this for months now, with no support and security, now knowing how easy it is to pick up the phone is great.
It’s breaking my heart that I have to leave in a few days, I have to say goodbye to my little nephew, my brothers and sister, my parents and two special people. My doors will always be open to you, always.